in a long time. i hafen felt this happy. before i reveal what happened today, read on.

it took only one day. fast quick. happy faces. some sad. disappointed. hurt. but life is like that. when theres no satisfaction, dont expect things to be done. and things to turn out the way u desire it to be.

promises, appointments, grace, help, kindness, approvals. may all turn out to be a great disappointment. indeed so. but thats the way life is.

fear, pain, worries, uhhuhness... maybe life is like that. maybe everytime we try. the outcome will be the same. since the world, i mean my country, cant take life slowly. hustle and bustle. think about it. !!! why cant we just work less hours a day. and spend more time relaxing. do we even haf time to listen to soothing music. music is good for the soul mann.

circumstances. ah whatever. 

got cookies to eat tmr eh cool. shant think about it anymore. let bygones be bygones. anyway i'm sure God has a purpose for everything thats happening in life. i shall drum my way to a new beginning. and end it off with a crash or a bang.

hey my dearest peien is back. (: made my day.

i have a week or 2 to slack. before it all starts again. which is good. cos i will so fail my final theory test if i dont study.

the point is i quit my job today. 

let the fun begin. let the joy come in.

faithfully...

how circumstances change everything. new faces. old faces. some charming. some nasty. some irritating. some horrendously self-centred. selfish. incredibly wth.

tired. i'm really tired. i happen to chance upon this article abt getting enough sleep. its just weird. is it really because of problems and stress thats causing me to have really terrible nights. must be work. the life of a working adult. its no different from going to school. just that get to wake up a bit later. and get money. and more ex transport and food. and no homework to do when u get home. dont even bother thinking abt work. hoping tmr never comes.

on monday i look forward to friday. when friday comes i dont want it to go. i hate mondays. to fridays of course. oh well experience yes. for the sick of experience. saigangggggs.

today i scooped liquid nitrogen. i keep worrying the bottle would slip from my hands. the liquid forms gas once it gets in contact with the air. yeah lol. so must be fast.

american idol auditions are super funny la. prison break later. but mann im dead tired. lala landd..here i come.

gone away is the blue bird. here to stay is the new bird.

its a small world. here there and everywhere...

don't u sometimes wish life...

can be like a tape recorder? rewind to return back to times which were so perfect. so fun. so enjoyable. so memorable. the laughter. the joy. the innate happiness. the unexplainable wowness. dont u wish that?

and fassssttt forward the shitty times. the sad times. the painful and hurting moments. the tears. the heartaches. the unecessary fear, trauma and stress. the exams etc...

and pause. bcos. we all need a break at some time.

maybe just maybe. theres just this lil something. that changes every time...

EYESORE

do you know that, as long as there's a missing piece in the jigsaw puzzle, it can never look beautiful. the hole be the main cause.

ever since my ezylink student pass expired, as of jan 2007, theres been a series of unfortunate events. including today. didididididi! its expensive to travel ard singapore without concession.

today was a hell lot of SAIGANG. i wonder how much i get paid. and i wonder if i shud carry on.

when one comes, all come.

the greatest love that anyone could ever know... that overcame the cross and grave to find my soul... and till i see u face to face... i will live to love u and bring u praise, a child in awe of you.

where is the good in goodbye? haf u ever wondered? GOODbye. it is such a sad thing. it tears people apart. friends, lovers...

i'm going to crash car tomorrow. quick accelerate!! gear 5 all the way. zooooommmmm...

there is a longing. only you can fill.

every tear. every smile. meant everything i ever felt.

some people wait a lifetime for a mooooment. like this.

no tears.

i dont think much. it isnt the same.

all that ever mattered.

weareallsoblessed- despitetheshitinesslifemaybring

iceskating was fun. me lyn louis daniel. hou fun ah!

thankfulforeverthing--